Where do I begin, hmmm. Its been more than a week or so since i've updated my blog. Last 2 Fridays ago, Maisie called me to study at Starbucks because she was "alone" ~haha; for the first time in my life, she asked me to Web-cam-whore with her. Haha thats something new alright. Skated last Monday, Wednesday and Friday; managed to get some photos, but videos "nah". 16th of August was my father birthday, me and my siblings shared money to buy him a SUMSUNG OMNIA, sick and crazy? I know. Oh well while walking through Marina sqaure, i saw something for Shaakir's birthday gift, which is today! Haha, oh well had a good talk with him about the past. And again im sincerely sorry =/

Life goes on, it doesn't wait for no one. And i believe honesty is not everything, but giving in and accepting the truth the way it is, is everything. I try to live cautiously but its not right, I don't wish to do anyone any wrong anymore. I don't want to be neutral but i want to be supportive of both sides. I do so, not because i want something or get benefited in the end. No. Its just the fact i care and listen to anybody's cries. I want to be a better person who doesn't have a thing for the past. I want every single one revolving around me to be safe and sound and happy. That is good enough, thats better than any gift that i could get. It is because it warms my heart and makes me smile when I see my friends and families being happy with no worries or doubt.


Maisie is her friend? omg i didnt knew, the feelings slowly comes back. I'm not still used to the heart wrenching feeling. i missed you so much, even though we're not close or whatever. Its just... it always had been you, and i dont know how to bring it out to you in words =/ *misses*